Not Waving but Drowning Revisited
I'm sorry i have to say this
But everytime I smile
And tell you everything is fine
I am faking it
(But I don't mean it)
You walk by the quagmire
And asked me whether I was swimming in it
You may remember
That I smiled and told you
That the water was fine
But those are not my words
Not mine
Someone else's
As you walk further away
You see me waving at you
And you smile cheerily back at me
And waved at me too
Then you turned and walked on
I want to blame you
But I don't want to blame you
Just next time you see me waving
At you
Happily
Fanatically
Please
It might be possible
That I am actually drowning
Not waving
But
Drowning.
I have to go.
Bye.
*Waves*