Friday, May 16, 2003

you know whats wrong these days? everyone thinks that they themselves are right. its no use being idealistic thinking that things can change. question is, will things change, even if you try? and, maybe, if you change yourself, then people may stand up and notice and follow suit. but nah, everyone is too self-righteous these days. 'everybody else's gotta change.' well, what about you? maybe, in the slightest tiniest ever possible way, that you are wrong? could that be true? and if so, what would you do? i think everyone of us these days would just ignore that and return to our self-righteous mode again simply because we never want to lose. sigh.

Listen:Hundred Reasons - Avalanche

in other news i know that its true but at the same time i know its really intangible and just out of reach. sigh. what a curse.


[ 4:06 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

OUCH. I can't possibly feel the same amount of pain as you 2 would, but, well, i know, its a real big ouch.

It's a nice little depressing world, isn't it?


[ 3:57 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Thursday, May 15, 2003

i rather be realistic. i mean, nothing wrong with being idealistic, but really do you want to be hurt all the time? i'm too tired to idealise anything 'cos nothing falls into place if i do.

"... but that's life. Learn to expect less."


[ 6:51 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

my my, what a dream
my my, what a dream
but oh, my, what an end!

and thats it. end of the road, truncated so abruptly. sitting back ruefully nursing damaged pride, i'm still glad i got to try, at least.


[ 6:48 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Tuesday, May 13, 2003

rubbish man, love is always conditional. love is an exchangable commodity, just like money or a hot bod or charisma or sex. stop being so idealistic and walk on solid ground.

in other news, i wonder why i got picked in the first place. if i wasn't good enough then don't pick me! don't leave me just hanging there, its really unpleasant. i feel really stupid, can start but can't finish. sigh.


[ 7:19 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*