Friday, April 11, 2003

the bus went on forever, and on board there was only month old gums and bus tickets for company. but that was fine. there was no need to be in the watchful presence of a vulture; its prying eyes fusing right into skin, and it felt as if skin burned under its projective gazes. the trip was to get away from the vultures. and another one on board would just depress even further.

it was chilly on board the bus, though it wasn't the air conditioning. the mind slows when numbed with cold; but in this case the mind jumped with energy. it seemed that the void was some sort of emotion generator for the mind. images of the easy purity of running away to there, camping beneath the singing stars and gazing at the cobalt midnight canopy punctured by chattering astral lights, and bathing in their acheronian melancholy, leaped into the energetic but tired mind.

"Sigh. I'm sorry." the stiff-lipped voice emanated into the air, forming breath vapor marks on the smog-dirtied windows. unable to resist a cheap thrill, a blurry figure was meandered into shape, but it disappeared as quickly as it had existed. it was as if epiphany descended. what difference would it make, really? just where is the destination? here, there? neverwhere.

he got off the bus, and headed into the algid embrace of the veil at dusk.



[ 6:48 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

I want to be Jack Kerouac
I want to be Jack Kerouac
I want to be Jack Kerouac
I want to be Jack Kerouac
I want to be Jack Kerouac
I want to be Jack Kerouac...

if sucide wasn't a sin and a crime, I would have been happier long ago




[ 4:15 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Sorry

Today's a reason for living
Today's the blood from a stone
Today's a light from a candle
Helping us to find our way home

Today we carry each other
Today the past is a freak
Today's a time for forgiveness
You were never that good to me

(Welcome to this world of mine)

I'm sorry, I can't lie
I'm wasting too much time
Drowning I've been blind
But I've opened up my eyes
Sorry, I can't lie
So I just say goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Yeah

Today's tasting the honey
Today's the strike of a match
And today's the lines in the pavement
Helping us to find our way back
Today's the crosses we carry
Today's the strength that we need
And today's the hand of an angel
You were not the kind to believe

(Welcome to this world of mine)

I'm sorry, I can't lie
I'm wasting too much time
Drowning I've been blind
But I've opened up my eyes
Sorry, I can't lie
So I just say goodbye
Goodbye
Goodbye
Yeah

Oh what a day, oh what a day, oh my God
Oh what a day, oh what a day, oh my God
Oh what a day, oh what a day, oh my God
And oh my God, and oh my God, yeah

Today we carry each other
Today we do what we should
Today's a time for forgiving
Today I wish I could...

I'm sorry, I can't lie
I'm wasting too much time
Drowning, I've been blind
But I've opened up my eyes
Sorry, I can't lie
So I just say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
Another bye, goodbye, goodbye
Another bye, goodbye, goodbye, yeah
Another bye, goodbye, goodbye
Another bye, goodbye, bye

Our Lady Peace


[ 4:07 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Perfection through silence

Alone at last together in a photograph
Our eyes are always open devoted to perfection through silence
What am I supposed to do?
Should I sit wait for you?
Listen to me screaming more
This story is old only to those that have no mold
The truth can be bought or sold
But what are we buying?
Nothing but silence
Fold the Corners, Break the silence...

Finch




[ 4:06 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

yeah. I think we sucked.


[ 3:02 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*