Saturday, January 25, 2003

Remedial

Play the same song
Over and over and over again
In your mind
Because
They wouldn't listen anyway
To all those anguished screams of pain
To them that's just candy
And helium to their ego

Is there a cure
Among us
As we watch warily
As the world approaches
With a sanguinary shiv
Maybe it's me
Maybe
Maybe it's not me

Is there more than one way to run
There is
Just stay
And wait for the headlights
To pass over your head
And run you dead

I know your pollen never worked
So you are sucking your teeth in

So
Sleep
Away
Pass the days
Happy
Happy
You're happy

Of punctured tickets
You've reached your stop
And you've tainted your welcome
Saturate
Loves is the greatest thing
Sure
I'm sure it is



[ 8:52 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Jumper

i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
you could cut ties with all the lies
that you've been living in

and if you do not want to see me again
i would understand
i would understand

the angry boy, a bit too insane
icing over a secret plane
you know you don't belong
you're the first to fight
you're way to loud
you're the flash of light on a burrial shroud

i know something's wrong
well everyone i know has got a reason
to say,
put the past away
i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
you could cut ties with all the lies that you've been living in
and if you do not want to see me again,
i would understand
i would understand

well he's on the table and he's gone to code
and i do not think anyone knows what they are doing here
and you're friends have left
you've been dissmissed
i never though it would come to this
and i, i want you to know everyone's got to face down the demons
maybe today we can put the past away
i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend
you could cut ties with all the lies you've been living in

if you do not want to see me again
i would understand
i would understand
i would understand...

can you put the past away?

i wish you would step back from that ledge my friend, i would understand...

Third Eye Blind


[ 8:35 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Friday, January 24, 2003

its all messed up but i'm alive
its all messed up but i survived
its all messed up and i want to die

why can't they change to this???

superman IS dead


[ 7:00 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Paper
It doesn't matter
It will be the same
Whether write or draw or colour or fold or tear
Afterwards
It will still be empty
Don't ask me why
I never knew
I wrote on it many times
Felt the susurrus
Of its gentle rustling
As I glided
My hand as I wrote
And drew
Pretty pictures
Pretty poems
But every revisit
Is disappointment
No
Denial no more
Its torn already
No more expectation
But also no more disappointment
I am happy



[ 6:57 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Wingless thoughts

Careful now
These thoughts exists only in someone else's mind

A wingless man stares at the sun
Picks off clouds one by one
He's blistering, he's festering
But his wings may set him free

Walking a blasphemous effigy
Light up lives
Like burning torches
On the floor
Will you save yourself?
Will you see yourself?

The man's back
Playing hope
In the tune from a piano
It's touching
(I think)
I don't know
Do you?

Of dust circles in your mind
Marked by the decimation of your endeavours
The walls are dirty
With dust
And your pride

Will you see yourself?
Will you save yourself?
But do be careful
These thoughts exists in someone else's mind


[ 6:44 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Thursday, January 23, 2003

dyma 'r heneiddia chan anhwyl, 'r blagio chan anwybod, sy 'r angof at 'r byd amdanat. cara 'ch , casâ 'ch, namyn 'ch balfau ydy caked i mewn 'm chrau. fi m 'n chwith achos 'r bethau anghofiais at ddeud, a fi m gostega yn sefyll i mewn 'r canol chan doe. a 'n wylofus llygada, a 'n frwyd gweledigaeth. chwedleuais atat cara blant gwna, namyn 'i s beunydd yn bwrw glaw i mewn 'm ben. areithia atat i mewn bosau, bosau a arhosa drawedig ymprydia i mewn 'm asgre. Dwi yn cadw 'r 'n ddirgel chofnodiadau 'r dde chyflea, a gwna 'n ddiball neb reads 'u.


[ 6:05 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

feel your warm touches upon my reaches.


[ 5:09 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*