Saturday, January 11, 2003

Now I don't want the world to see me
'Cos I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want to know who I am


[ 9:19 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

"Oh no, its alright if we ain't lovers, I just love her for her *censored*

What's wrong with you???? Is there one waking moment in your life in which you stop thinking about sex? Is there one waking moment in your life in which you stop believing that the people around you are mere copulating devices meant for your pleasure?? Get a LIFE!!


[ 9:06 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

*intermission*everything is you, you, you. I must reach your expectations, I must do what you want, I must say what you want, I must be what you want. You might as well call me your twin. Everything must be in tune with your steps, must have your tempo, must have your speed, not any slower, not any faster. I must pretend that I'm really alright myself and am ready to be all you ever wanted.*hey man show's coming up in 2 mins get ready* I must be there to dispense the sugary coated words so that you can feel better, and if it comes off sounding bitter then I'm really sorry. Its always you having problems, so I need to ignore no really I don't have any so I can always concentrate on you.*1 minute get in place!* My inside's all on fire and I'm looking through the eyes of someone else but that's alright 'cos I have really nothing to look through my own eyes so it doesn't really matter.

*Alright! And in 5*And you wonder why I'm scared and tired.*4* Oh wait. You don't. Haha, yeah its alright, *3* I just need a stiff drink and *2*I'll be back on my feet. I am okay.*1* Welcome!!!! Go on go on, I'm all ears......


[ 9:03 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

the problem with everyone, myself included, these days, is the lack of guts. We lack guts to do everything, to do what's wrong, what's right, what's evil, what's good, what's painful, what's helpful... we are so immoblised by fear that we just sit around and bitch behind other's backs but do not dare to tell the concerned party straight in the face. Oh yeah, they will know... they will know, really, when humans have evolved so sophistically into telepathic beings. Unfortunately, we are all degenerating into a bunch of morons. We all know it, but we can't do anything about it. Because unless you are Christ you might as well be humping the wall trying to change the world.

Btw, even Christ didn't change the world much.


[ 8:27 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Sunday, January 05, 2003

Rejoice with me, oh unbelieving generation, of infidels and jackals!

Today, in the land of the wretched,
the tortured realms of the souless, comes to us,
swafted in blue plastic sheets, our saviour,
stretched from the fabric of day and light and reality to settle into dreamscape.
He is here now, there and then, now or never,
for he is to save us, and to enlighten,
the clueless ones that stalked the barren wastelands!
Sing your heart, brimming with jocularity,
sunlight peels away the dead pallid skin and leaves fresh red marks
upon the pallid skin, but rejuvenated.

I got my com fixed. =)



[ 6:38 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

the hardest person to forgive is never your enemy, your friend, nor your parents.

its always yourself.


[ 6:30 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

why didn't you fight for me?


[ 6:29 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*