Monday, November 25, 2002

Oneiromancer

Matrice, ma belle jeune mariée
Matrix, my Baal jacked merry
Graphic freaks and sleaze
My dear oneiromancer
Merry me
Merry he
Merry she
Twist me in polygamy

'You reap what you sow'
You've got all and you control
Dreamsdesiredestinywhatever
Take these broken wings
(In all due respect to cliché)
And crush them beneath your feet
Disillusioned
Shattered
Disenthralled
Whatever it doesn't matter
I would say, I grew up faster than I should
Whoever said
Those who would die without a dream
Lied

Take it all back, oneriomancer
Clinquant crystal milk and honey golden crap
Humbled by brutality of realness
Dreams are perfect
I am not
However your tendrils draw to me
Lull me enchant me
It's over
Divorced from perspectives
You can take it all back

"But don't you dream? Anything at all?'
No
Dreaming of reality
These are imperfect dreams
These are the correct dreams
Look up at the starlit canopy
Thats right
Tomorrow is coming
Another day to stagger by
Close your fairy tale
And good night.




[ 8:25 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

The day I tried to live

I woke the same as any other day
Except a voice was in my head
It said seize the day, pull the trigger,
Drop the blade
And watch the rolling heads

The day I tried to live
I stole a thousand beggar's change
And gave it to the rich

The day I tried to win
I dangled from the power lines
And let the martyrs stretch
Singing

One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
Might make it
One more time around
Might do it
One more time around
The day I tried to live

Words you say never seem
To live up to the ones
Inside your head
The lives we make
Never seem to ever get us anywhere
But dead

The day I tried to live
I wallowed in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

I woke the same as any other day you know
I should have stayed in bed

The day I tried to win
I wallowed in the blood and mud with
All the other pigs

And I learned that I was a liar
Just like you

Soundgarden



[ 7:01 PM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*