Smile!!
Smile! Life's so wonderful!
Breathe! The sweet scent of air!
Feel! The smack of air as you stick ur head out the window!
Smell! The sickly stench of gasoline!
Peek! At the trail of petrol behind the car!
Glance! A lone figure stands not quite far away!
Flick! A silver glint glimmers in the distance!
Whoosh! A yellow flames rises to life from the lighter!
Fwoom! The lighter falls to the ground!
Scream! The trail of fire is getting closer!
Panic! We are all going to die!
Boom! We are all burnt crisps!
Hahaha.......
Take my life
Hey man, can you help me?
Seem like I've stuck myself here
It just takes a second, hey, do you see me?
HEY! I'm talking to you! Need help here!
Sigh......
Seems like I've screwed things up again
Banged my head against the mirror
'Cos I hate that face its always the same
Little silver bullets tearing at the fear
Yeah, why don't you just kill me
Yeah, I know you just hate me
Yeah, why don't you just kill me
Its not so hard, so just take my life......
The past lives I've lived are coming back
Not as memories but as realities
Bound me up and stretched upon the rack
Life's a torture happiness is only a formality
Don't you just hate what I've become
Ill-born, fetid, execrable... it's all in your eyes
Go on, push it to the edge, come and get some
I'm here for you, let's start the fight!
Yeah, why don't you just kill me
Yeah, I know you just hate me
Yeah, why don't you just kill me
Its not so hard, so just take my life......
Because I've no need for it.
Fine
I'm fine.
I have no need to open up the box
It has been sealed, but I do not have the proclivity to pry it open
I can drift like flotsam and jetsam
Drift away from the one I disdain
The anathema would no longer be seen
The sight is less frequent now
I always knew it was only factitious
There wasn't anything to begin with anyway
Never had myself stuck in your vice
I don't owe you anything
Nice to know you for the while
Part apart fall away so far
I bid you farewell, my fear friend
Leave this town and never look back
So that I'll be fine
Thank you's
Thank you's at 17: God, thanks for putting up with me. Mom, Dad, thanks for putting up with me. Joshua Wong, my better-at-everything sibling, I would like to thank my family for putting up with me, for their love and help along the way. Ben "Thambs", 02A12, the better part of 02A12, must I list everyone from there? Here goes: Eunice, Fish, Gan Ann, Fiona, Georgina, Janelle, Delfine, Celine, Amanda, Yeow Chong. Gaston, Li En, Joseph and the voices in his head, John Tan, Hundred Reasons, Darren, Kimberly, Sophie, Junyi, Huimin, Clara, Zhong Ying, Jonathan Ang, Slipknot, Joshua, Amardeep Singh s/o Gurcharan S, Pak Shu Hwa, Kevin, The guy over the counter at 7-11 who never checks my id, Paul, the cool guy at the music school counter, Beez, He-man, Ho Choi, Wayne, Wing Si, System of a Down, Yun May, my bass guitar, Unwritten Law, The Offspring, 'A', Jalobi V.Cruz, John Jude Alexander, Justin, Don, 'lil naughty Farand, Jimmy, Sean, Tommy Lai, Lai Wai Kit, Ko "KoX" Xiaozheng, Keith Tnee especially for helping with the entation.co.uk stuff, Samick, Blue Venom, Hoobastank, Michael, Teng Ren, Mike, JB, the goth employee at the HMV counter, Starbucks, Jin "Stinks", Xiang Yang, Cort, Kerrang!, Aaron, Moses, Coffee Bean, Meridien, Benjamin (sailing), Lucas, Jeremy, Jeremy Cheok, Goo Goo Dolls, Spawn, Mushroomhead, Ecko, Draft, Burner, Alvin, Colin, Yong Feng, Raymond, Dalglish, the guy at the counter of PSA Starbucks, Starbucks straws, Wei An, Picks, Yuan Kai, JEW, LIT, Leo, JJ, Marcus, Daniel, absence of clean razors, The Doc, Po Hian, Jie Li, Ji Wei, Good Charlotte, Ill Nino, Prozac Nation, absence of sleeping pills, Jeffrey 'A1' Setiawan, Jeff, Edison, Cheow Lit, Incubus, Nicholas 'Thank God I'm not like him' Liu, BB, Fuxiang, Shavo Djordian, Tripp Eisen, Ill Nino, Dope, Jonathan 'The patroit', Chun Choon, Hansel, Gavin, the cool girl at the music school counter, school librarians, Foo Fighters, Alcatel, irritating trance music, Mage Knight, AD&D, Siti, St. Andrews, The Chinese 'Cheena' High School, Bauhinia, Sarah, Tribal, Skateboards, Depression, 12 Stones, David in the US, David in Singapore, Josephine, Mood Swings, Zong Hao!, abscence of prozacs, Goths, Kalyani Kausikan, Mr. Ramashon 'Ram', Mr. Ang Lai Chiang, Roisin, Brooke, Yewei 'Trickymaster', Black Nail Enamel, Lene Marlin, Tay Yihong, Chew Zihong, Wizard Kids, Pool tables, Maison Basque, Spain, MTV, David Spade, Carson Daly, Wayne Static, Corey Taylor, Mellon Collie, After-school Rocks, HMV, Sammy, Reuben, Darryl Tay Zhan Wei...... thanks for the laughs.
Thats all.