Thursday, May 23, 2002

Sleepwalker

Mannequin walks
This halls this morning
His eyes are misty
Fogged by Mellon Collie
Infinite sadness breached
Caustic acid agnostic
Blighted soul
Can't conceive existence
Carbon xeroxed soul redundant
Glass orbs rolls around landscape
Scoping for black and white
Angels or devils to put him out of misery
Plastic mind
Sighted blind
Braille is fine
Too much nothing
Torn ragged shredded
Insides are bleeding falling
Ornate masque to keep in and keep out
Feels like death
Had caught up feeding on and off
Emanated radiated hemorrhaged
Creeping miasma choking
They say he's sleepwalking
But the dead walks the dawn and dusk


[ 5:16 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Wednesday, May 22, 2002

Wacked

Man, I'm wacked. I was actually smiling when she scolded me. Guess, it was just a refreshing change that she was scolding me and not someone else. No wonder she's so pissed....... sorry guys.......


[ 6:37 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Monday, May 20, 2002

Downed the glass

Three hungry boys
Four empty bottles
Five fruitful hours
One enlightened heart

Settling silver table
Plastic crackling wood snapping
Whirl of thin sticks
Three are satisfied

Three engaged in talks
Topics flew to and fro
Wide views and words
Encouragements and wisdoms

One suggests new game
One agreed gamely
One rather apprehensive
Two went away

Two returned with plastic
Glass were its contents
Struck it at its edge
Metal to the sky

Downing its contents
Two happy with warmth
One tried to follow
But felt a little dizzy

Three intelligently conversed
Two listened intently
One spoke about anything
Three switched roles in turns

Three weren't satisfied
Two went for more
One waited eagerly
Two returned with more glass

Three happily downed
Not too fast not too slow
By end of it all
Three were quite sleepy

One was happier than two
But two was happy too
Three trudged off for home
For the day to end








[ 5:17 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Me

Your view on yourself
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you
because you are a good listener; they'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love
true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty
much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't
really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and
tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on
something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve
success.

How do you view success
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you
don't succeed. Do not give up when you have not even started yet! Be courageous!

What are you most afraid of
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how
you feel.

Who is your true self
You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to
disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you
learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.


http://www.quizbox.com/personality/analysis/quiz82.cfm




[ 4:20 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

Sunday, May 19, 2002

Personality Disorder

I have a personality disorder. Its called "Gone through almost every kind of personality" disorder. I'm not sure whether I'm enjoying it or really hating it.


[ 9:10 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.

This little boy

My friend told me
About this little boy
Sad, sad little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled

He told me
About the things others
Had done to this little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled

The little boy took all the bitter pills
Dipped them in jam
And swallowed them did the little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled

Deep down inside
His secrets burning
He wanted so badly to implode, this little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled

His momma told him its ok
Live in hope, and hope hope doesn't come
Because when it does, there's no more hope, said this little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled

So now this sad little boy
Will continue to live in hope
Yes its normal to see him sad, this little boy
Who never cried
But never smiled













[ 9:03 AM ]]

enervate, exit highland.



saccharine
caffeine
nicotine
gum

are
you
sweeter
than
them?

*mail*
*adriel*
*alvin*
*ben*
*colin*
*dalglish*
*david*
*fiona*
*gan ann*
*gaston*
*georgina*
*hirman*
*janelle*
*john*
*joseph*
*joshua*
*joshua reborn*
*jun bin*
*keith*
*kimberly*
*li en*
*pak*
*talib*
*waikit*
*wei an*
*xiaozheng*
*yongfeng*
*old delusions*